back off

it totally kills me how people jump to conclusions about things that they do not know anything about. it is so much easier for some people to just assume that someone is doing or saying something wrong. my things are my things and noone elses so if these people do not like what they see or read then do not come back to see my things. when i write something, if it is not about these people then it doesn't concern these people. i do not try to be something that i am not nor do i pretend to be someone that i am not, if you do not know things about me, it is b/c i do not want to share some things with u or it is b/c u might not need to know something. if i have something to say to u then i will say it, if not, do not come into my world and see something and just assume that it is about u b/c if u do that then it will be ur own fault that ur feelings get hurt. i do things my way, i am not trying to please anyone, i do not care about what people think. i have spent too much of my life living for someone else and/or trying to please someone else, i will not be the back burner food anymore. this is my life and noone else should get to live it and that is final.

what'z up?

hey everybody, i know it has been a while but i am back, (and the crowd cheers), so anyway my labor day weekend was great, i saw mercy me and i loved it and the bass player was totally hot.......you will be hearing more from me soon okay, i will not stay gone so long this time...peace out

Say Hello.....

I havn't wrote in a while I know, but it's not like many people are stopping by to say hello. Theres not many wondering what's going on in my mind, they will it will just take a little time. I can tell that they don't know me at all, 'cause if they did the'd know who to call. I am such a cut up but these people don't know, why 'cause they never stop in to say hello. I've got things to do so I've gotta go, but thanks to my homies who say hello.

what a joke

i just went to this poetry website and come on, the garbage that i read on there is being called poetry. to me poetry so be about insperation, life, love, heartache, pain, happiness, peace, God. those are the things in life that we all face. if your poetry doesn't reflect yours or someone elses lives than does it really need talked about. poetry should be words of courage for someone in life, it should be there to help inspire a situation that someone has faced or will face. i have been there when i needed words of encouragment or words to express my feeling to someone or about something. if it can not be an insperation than why bother. leave the crap in the toiltet where it belongs!

why...the ultimate question

why is it sooo hard to take somebody's order? you listen to what they are asking and then you push the CORRECT buttons and then you REPEAT the order back to make sure that you have it CORRECT and that nothing is missing. A simple little task that must be sooo hard for most people. i do not go to a clothing store looking for a size 6 and walk away bying a size 10. you don't want to leave with something that you don't want. money does not fall out of the sky and i want what i ask for, is that so wrong? and if anybody is wondering those of us who don't like onions, DO NOT LIKE ONIONS and one bite on your food will ruin the rest of your food. and i'm pissed!

The Decision

The decision to have or not have kids. I don't want any, I love babies but I'm not fond of kids. I am so selfish and I like my world revolving around me. I don't think that I would be a good mother, my husband on the other hand thinks that I would. My husband is so wonderful and so loving, he wants at least one kid. He is a wondeful husband and he deserves the opportunity to be the wonderful dad that I know he will be. I have so so so much love for him, I think that my feelings would change after I hold a litttle piece of him in my arms and look into a little face that resembles his. So maybe one day before I am ancient, we will start trying to have a little stinker. People tell me that they would not change having kids for anything in the world and some people tell me to not have them unless I really want them because it will change my whole life and some people tell me that either way once I have them, it will change my mind on how I feel. My husband says that once they are kids, I will be attached and so I will still enjoy them, I know that he is right because how can I not love a piece of him and a piece of me for that matter, (I am awsome)! hehe. I just keep wanting to wait until God changes my mind and makes me want to get pregnant for me. Will that ever happen, I don't know????

shoes, any questions?

Shoes are so a way of life. People forget to think about how we need our feet to get us inside the stoors to shop for more shoes. How boring is, "I only have three pair, one brown pair of sandels, one black pair of dress shoes, and one pair of tennis-shoes".
Come on can this be true, how can one survive on 3 pair. Your feet need to look different sometimes, I mean after all people have to look at your same ugly mug everyday and sometimes the need to look down at your feet to look away and in most cases someone is telling a lie to your face so they need something to look at while they are lying. Shoes makes the world go round and you can have too much of everything but never enough shoes. Shoes does the body good. Any questions?

socks and undies

I don't understand how a grown man with at least 15 pair of white socks and 15 pair of white underwear can manage to run out of whites like every 5 days. Can it be figured out, is it possible; maybe just maybe he puts them on just to pull them back off and puts them in the dirty clothes. Can I get a feed-back on this one, ladies.

sex and the old man

My husband, he seems to think that the world revolves around his honk-a-honk a burning love. What is UP with that? I thought that I liked it alot, but come on, every breathing moment of the day is going overboard. But how can he help himself, I'm sooo damn sexy.